He didn't break the spell (Eng. )

He  didn’t  break  the  spell,  the  same  as  many  others.
My  hopes  were  dashed  again,  but  still  to  my  surprise,
there  wasn’t  too  much  pain,  or  wait…it  was,  but  rather
it  wasn’t  very  long--  I  didn’t  pay  the  price

of  waiting  for  the  phone  with  dying  cries  of  sorrow,
of  checking  the  e-mails  with  hundreds  of  “renews”,
and  feeling—life  was  gone  and  there  was  no  tomorrow
and  for  the  world  “as  is”    there  wasn’t  any  use.

And  though  they  made  no  sense—the  moments  of  his  silence
in  common  time  and  space  with  panic  in  my  heart,
I  felt  (like  déjà  vu)  secure  helpful  bias:
absurdity  is  life’s  refined  and  proven  art.

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