Sometimes I'm self-destructive
Sometimes I'm powerless and weak
Sometimes I'm unattractive
Sometimes I'm playing 'hide and seek'
with myself
Sometimes I want to leave
Sometimes I'm cutting off myself
Sometimes I don't believe
In things like heaven and like hell
Sometimes I'm self-destructive
Sometimes I'm so unsure
Sometimes I'm unattractive
Sometimes I let you go
Most of the time I'm alone, I'm alone
You won't see my blood on dirty floor
Sooner or later I'll be gone, I'll be gone
But sometimes I need you more and more